Bismillaah

as-Salaamu `alaykum wa rahmatullaahi wa barakaatuhu

By the Mercy of Allaah, I gave birth to our 2nd child on Monday, May 7th 2007 at 4:06 A.M. His name is Zakariya and he weighed 6 pounds and 11 ounces and was just a little short from being 19 inches long. He looks so similar to how Layth looked at birth masha’allaah, but has his own uniqueness. Please do keep him in your ad`iyah if you can. He has high levels of bilirubin in his blood that we are trying to get under control, bi’ithnillaahi ta`alaa.

I gave birth via a VBAC and alhamdulillaahi rabbil `alaameen it was very successful. I was in labor for many hours and experienced a pain that is indescribable. I could only keep myself sane via dhikr and du`aa’. I had no idea what labor felt like because Layth came out via a cesarean due to a heart abnormality (which is now gone alhamdulillaah). I was told it was painful and I did my reading. I watched Discovery Health Channel and wasn’t ignorant of what occurs but to experience it myself was a totally different thing. The experience was one that I hope never to forget and one that has left me in awe.

I’m so grateful to Allaah for giving me my husband who stood by me so patiently. My husband doesn’t realize how much more I appreciate him in my life. Knowing he was there made it so much easier, even though it was still very painful and holding his hand through it all was how I sought comfort in him. May Allaah grant him good and save him from the harm of others, aameen.

It’s amazing to be a mother of 2 children. It isn’t easy having to start over with a baby, and having a four year old but with Allaah’s Help I hope Allaah makes it easy. They are so beautiful and it puts me in tears to just think of the blessing it is to be a mother and to know that I have such a great companion.

Cherish your families. They will one day go back to their Creator but till then love them as much as you can. They are completely worth it. Alhamdulillaah